Kieran 2.0: Day 26

I've been feeling lately like nothing is right, like everything I do hasn't been what I want it to be. I sit and try to draw and I can't seem to finish or even come up with a product I like. I don't know what's wrong. Things have been really uncertain lately and I think that's what's it but I don't know why it's getting to me so damn much. I feel like my mind is full of clouds, I can't seem to focus on anything and when I put the pencil to paper I hate what I see. I just want things to work, I want them to be right.

Kameele gave me a book to read that she says will solve all my problems. I'm gonna take a quick read before I hit the hay. I worked a little on my website today, just refining stuff but for some reason my site is down. It makes me a bit nervous because I just applied to a few jobs and if my site isn't up I'm f'd. I worked a little today on my character design project for a toon I'm making with a few other people. I think it's also what's making me nervous because I haven't heard from our project leader in a while. It's hard to meet up with them when I have work so much. Hopefully I can get in touch with them because I'm really banking on this project.

I dunno what else to say honestly. I'm really tired and I have work in the morning so I'm going to have to trudge through the snow. Good night all.

-Kieran