I'm not doing enough, I'm not working on what matters enough. I bust my fucking ass at this shit job and I neglect what I went to school for. I hope to god that going back to school works out but I have little choice because it's either go back to school or default my loans. I get about 800 a month at my job which isn't even enough to pay everything and buy food, but according to RosettaStone corporate I can afford my bills and the software with he payment plan. At least that's the bullshit line they fed me when I told them I agreed with pretty much any rational thinking person who came by the kiosk. I guess nobody told them there's a recession or something.
I'm not going to do anything crazy, I've just been in a funk lately. This routine is driving me insane and I really need a change. I can't stay at RS much longer. I'm sick of saying that I "may not be there much longer" only for each month to pass and still be there.I know it's a job and some people don't even have that, but it doesn't mean I have to be satisfied with it. I am thankful I have some money coming in even if it isn't enough, but I'm not meant to be here. I need to do more.