I'm nervous about my future. I hope going back to school is the right thing to do. I feel like it is and either way it has to work. I'm thinking my trip to Ireland is going to be pushed back this year also. My bill payments are kicking my ass and I can't afford to go in the summer. I feel like my life is stuck on something. Like I can't get up this one hill and I'm going nowhere. I really miss my family a lot. I haven't really seen anyone in a long time. I saw my sister the other day but only for about an hour. I really miss everyone and I feel kinda lonely even with my roommates sometimes. I just hope I can finish all my projects this week because I have a lot of crap on my plate right now. I'll write more because I really need to not neglect this blog. Later all.